tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17635937152696856742011-06-08T14:46:10.273+08:00ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.comBlogger171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-4202786298648066722009-04-25T02:27:00.002+08:002009-04-25T03:08:00.034+08:00Im Just Sick And Tired Of Everything Now...<br />He Simply Doesn't Care Anymore...<br />I Feel That To Him I'm Just His Free Maid...<br />Nothing More...<br />Only That The Difference Between Me And Real Maid Is...<br />Real Maid Get Paid I Do Not...<br /><br />When I'm Sick He Doesn't Even Bother...<br />Nv Even Ask If I'm Ok...<br />When I Reach Home He Never Even Bother To Talk To Me Or Even Look At Me...<br />When I Do So Much Things He Don't Even Appreciate...<br />Only Complaints And More Complaints...<br />Things I Did For Him Is All Rubbish And Nothing To Him...<br />Things Happening In His House Everything Also My Fault...<br />I Always Get Blamed For Nothing...<br />He Never Even Bother To Side Or Help Me When I Got Blamed For Nothing...<br />He's Stressed But I'm Stressed Too...<br />Did He Care Or Understand?<br />Im Tired Too But Did I Complain?<br /><br />I Totally Dislike People Coming Into My Room Like It's Their Own Room...<br />Even Though It's His Family Members...<br />I StilL Think That My Own Room Is My Privacy...<br />I Don't Like The Feeling Of Pple Coming Into My Room Without My Consent...<br />His Bro Keep Coming Into The Room To Use MY COMP...<br />And Messed Up My Table With His Cigg Ash And Never Even Bother To Clean It Up...<br />When I Get Home I Still Have To Clean Up Etc...<br />I Really Get Sick And Tired Of It...<br />Sometimes His Family Member Just Come Into My Room To Get This And That...<br />Even If It's His Family...<br />Hello U Like It If I Go To Ur Room And Touch Ur Things Without Consent?<br />Summore I Got Alot Things Inside...<br />They Want What Things They Cannot Buy Themselves...<br />If They Treat Me Well Like I Need What They Help Me Still Ok...<br />But Cummon...When We Needed Help Where Are U All?<br />When U Need Help Y Shld I Help?<br />When I Need Things I Ownself Buy...<br />When U Need Things I Have To Pass U And Next Time Buy Myself?<br />Ur Money Is Money, My Money Not Money Mehs?<br /><br />When We Needed Help Who Helped Out Everytime?<br />It's Always My Family People...<br />Who Gives A Damn About Us In His Family?<br />Den What My Family Get In Return?<br />NOTHING!<br />Ask Him To Pei My Family Out...<br />Always Fulled Of Excuses With I'm Tired, I Don't Feel Like Going Out...<br />Even Ask Him Go Out Eat With Us Also Difficult...<br />Den Dota Or Games Not Tiring La?<br />Going Out With Your Bro And His Gf Not Tiring La?<br /><br />I Already Tried My Best To Tolerate Her Mum And Family Members Liaos...<br />I Never Even Kp Them Or What For The Sake Of Him...<br />Eat Already Plates And Everything Leave It There Like Got Maid To Serve Them...<br />Never Even Save Food For Me Sometimes And When I Reach Home...<br />Ended Up Eating Rice With Some Leftover Food Sauce...<br />Den Fine Ok Nvm...<br />Then Still Get Scoldings Everytime...<br />"Y Eat Already Plates Never Wash? Got Maid Help U Wash Ar?"<br />Hello? When I Don't Even Have Food To Eat Or I Never Eat Anything I Have To Wash?<br />Everything Also My Fault Anyway...<br /><br />Dislike Going Out With His Bro And Gf...<br />Went Kbox The Other Time...<br />Me And My Bro Only Drink 1 Glass Of Coke That's All...<br />Ah Boy Only Drink 1 Glass Of Beer...<br />Then They Finished The Whole Jug Nvm...<br />Ordered Another Jug...<br />Then When Bill Comes...<br />Hey The Bill We Half Half...<br />WTF...Me And My Bro Never Even Drink Anything And Ah Boy Only Drink 1 Glass...<br />Y Must I Half Half With U?<br />Summore Me And My Bro Sit There See Show Nv Even Sing...<br />Ah Boy Sang A Few Songs Only...<br />And His Bro Gf Was Singing Most Of The Time...<br />If U B Fair To Me I Will B Fair To U...<br />If U R Nice To Me I Will B Nice To U...<br />That's What I Am...<br />Take It Or Leave It...<br /><br />Saw Some Random Person Sms-ed Him...<br />In The Middle Of Night I Was Woken By His Hp...<br />Took A Glance Of Who It Is In Case Someone Looking For Him Urgently...<br />Saw That Message I Was Super Pissed...<br /><strong>The Msg Goes " I Miss U " ...</strong><br />Ok It May Seem Like A Simple Msg And Means Nothing...<br />The Next Day The Same Person Send This...<br /><strong>The Msg Goes " Just To Send This Msg To Tell U That Im Waiting For U "</strong><br />How Will A Normal Wife Respond?<br />Sure Question Him...<br />And What Did I Get In Return?<br />It Goes "Just A Normal Gaming Friend, I Don't Have Anything To Explain To U"..<br />Ok Fine I Admit I Was Pissed Off And Scolded Him Off That Night...<br />But The Next Day I Act As If Nothing Happen And Reconcile With Him...<br />And Guess What?<br />One Day I Returned Home...<br />Wanna Take His Hp To Call My Bro Urgently Cuz My Hp No Batt...<br />Before I Could Touch His Hp...<br />He Took His Hp Quickly And Quickly Started Deleting Things...<br />Who Wouldn't Suspect?<br />I Begin To Ask Him...<br />What Are U Hiding From Me?<br />The Only Response I Get Was...<br />Nothing...And He Screamed At Me Like It's My Fault...<br />Ok Fine I Dun Wanna Quarrel With Him...<br />I Took His Phone Wanna Call My Bro Then I Saw...<br />That Person Who Smsed Him That 2 Nights Called Him In The Afternn...<br />No Wonder He Was So Scared...<br />I Started Questioning Him Again And This Time Round He Dun Wanna Reply...<br />Den Fine I Took The Phone And Called My Bro...<br />And Guess What...?<br />He Looked At Me Nervously And Say,<br />"Who Are U Calling?"<br />Isn't It Obvious Enough?<br /><br />I Don't Wanna Act As If Nothing Happen And Get On With This Already...<br />I Don't Think He's Serious When He Says "I Do" In ROM...<br />Im Tiring Of Acting...<br />Im Not Working In Mediacorps Or Hollywood...<br />I Don't Get Anything In Return Also...<br />If He Don't Seem To Love Me Now I Don't See Any Point Continuing Also...<br />Summore If Everytime We Quarrel And Talk...<br />If He Stop Doing Whatever It's Wrong...It's Still Ok...<br />But Everytime The Talks We Said...<br />He Repeatedly Do The Same Thing...<br />Like After That Gal Contact Her That Incident...<br />If He Stop Contacting That Gal Im Still Ok...<br />I Can Pretend That Nothing Happen...<br />But I Still See The Same Number Appearing In His Call Logs...<br />Smses Being Deleted Everytime In His Hp Like Destroying Evidence...<br />I Simply Cant Close 1 Eye Anymore...<br /><br />I Gave Him Alot Of Chances To Explain Or Talk...<br />The Only Reply I Get From Him Was...<br />I Dont Have Anything To Tell U Or Explain To U...<br />Den Fine...I'll Just Take It As That...<br />Everytime We Quarrelled Even Though It's Not My Fault I'm Always Ending Up Talking To Him First...<br />Y Should I B?<br />And I Really Got A Limit...<br />If I Reach My Limit I Will Just Give Up...<br />And Once I Give Up I Won't Even Turn Back Anymore...<br />And The Limit Is Reaching...<br />I'm More And More Unhappy Each Day...<br />I Dun Even Feel Like Going Home Sometimes...<br />Cuz I Know Even If I Go Home No One Bothers Also...<br /><br />I Got So Pissed Off To The Limit That I Actually Send An Email To Law Firm...<br />Asking Them The Terms And Condition Of Applying For Deed Of Separation...<br />I Really Had Enough...<br />If He Don't Care Anymore Y Shld I?<br />Even If He Says He Care...Is His Action Telling Me So?<br /><br />I Married Him For Him To Love Me...<br />I Don't Think He's Doing It Anymore Now...<br />After 6 Months It's Already Liddat...<br />Im Really Afraid To See What Will Happen After 10 Years...<br />I Don't Really Have To Depend On Him Also...<br />I Can Just Move Back To My Own Home...<br />At Least I Know It's Home...<br />I Know That When I Go Home Someone Cares For Me...<br />Even Though My Mum Will Nag And Scold...<br />But She Really Cares...<br />The Only Reason Y I Still Haven't Moved Back Was...<br />Im Still Waiting For Miracle...<br />Im Still Waiting For Him To Come Back To Me...<br />Im Still Waiting For Him To Love Me Once More...<br />But If Things Still Won't Work...<br />I'll Only Have To End This...<br />Cuz I Know If My Dad Knows Everything...<br />There's No Turning Back...<br />My Dad Agreed For Me To Marry Him Was Hoping That He Will Love Me And Care For Me...<br />But If He's Not Doing That...<br />Nothing Matters Anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-420278629864806672?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-68515486573805051202009-04-01T19:12:00.003+08:002009-04-01T19:50:11.113+08:00Is It Me That Changed Or Him?<br />I Really Feel That I Dont Know Him Anymore...<br />In The Past I Will Still Bother To Talk To Him Even If It Seems That He Dont Feel Like Toking To Me...<br />But Now...Im Simply Dont Even Know What To Say To Him Anymore...<br />And It Also Seems That He's Not Really Interested Or Bothered At All...<br /><br />It Seems That He's Living His Own Life And Im Living My Own...<br />It Became A Point That I Have To Do Things Myself, Face Problems Myself And It's My Life...<br />It Doesnt Really Matter To Him...<br />All He Did Was Having Full Of Complaints About Me...<br />For Not Working Etc...<br />But What About The Things I Did?<br />Did He Really Saw It Or Did He Really Appreciate?<br />It Became My Responsibility When It's Not...<br />Whenever I Tried To Explain To Him The Things I Did...<br />He Will Just Push It Aside Saying It's Nothing Compared To His Work Stress Etc...<br />Everything I Do Is Nothing...<br />Or Is That So?<br />Did He Really Know That Im Facing Much More Stress Than Him?<br />I Need To Handle His Stuff...I Need To Handle My Stuff...<br />I Need To Handle His Whole Family Stuff...I Need To Handle My Family Stuff...<br />It Feels Like The Whole Weight Is Lying On Me...<br />Sometimes I Just Feel So Helpless I Simply Break Out...<br />I Got No One To Confide To...I Got No One To Share My Stress With...<br /><br />I Did Well They Say Nothing They See Nothing...<br />I Did Wrong They See Everything And Blame Me For Everything...<br />Im Really Tired And Stressed...<br />It Became That Everything Is My Responsibilities...<br />Even His Family...<br />So What Am I Really?<br />A House Maid Or Wife?<br />What I Get In Return?<br />Seriously I Dunno...<br /><br />His Attitude Towards Me Is So Obvious That He Dont Care Anymore...<br />We're Not Talking With Each Other Anymore...<br />Even When He Reached Home And Never See Me Around...<br />He Wont Even Bother To Sms Or Call Me...<br />The Care Isnt There Anymore...<br />Or Is He Trying To Tell Me That Im Not Needed Here In His Life Anymore?<br /><br />I Didn't Even Think Much About It..<br />Until When Others Outside Started Asking Me...<br />How Come U 2 Liddat...?Like Married Not Married Liddat...<br />Worse Still Not Even Like Couple...<br />Then I Ask Myself...Is Our Marriage Really Reaching The End?<br />I Kept Quiet Ever Since...<br />I Dont Feel Like Bringing Up All These Again...<br />Becasue Everytime Whenever Such Things Are Brought Up...<br />Everytime Everythings Ends Up To My Fault...<br />And Everything Will End Up To B The Same Again...<br />I Really Dont Wanna See Our Marriage End Juz Like This...<br />But All I Can Say Is...<br />Actually In My Heart Im Already Mentally Prepared...<br />I Can Sense That This Day Will Definitely Come...<br />Not I Give Him Up But Instead...He Will B The One...<br /><br />All I Can Do Now Is Keep Getting Myself Ocupied With Doing My Own Things...<br />Everything Also Dont Think...<br />At Least Nowadays I Went Back Home...<br />I Saw My Own Family...I Saw My Own Home...<br />I Really Feel Like Im Home...<br />With No Problems And So On...<br />Really A Place Where I Can Rest...<br />Really A Place Where People Really Cares For Me...<br />Really A Place Where I Do Things And People Really Appreciate Everything I Did..<br />Especially When I Saw My Bro...<br />At Least I Know That He's There Everytime...<br />But I Took Too Long To Realise That....<br /><br />Everytime I Look At Those Sweet Couples Out There...<br />Goin Out Together...Enjoying Together...<br />Im Starting To Think Back Of The Past...<br />In The Past He Will...But Now?<br />Not Anymore..Everything Juz Gone With The Wind...<br />The Only Thing I Feel That Im Married Is When I Saw The Ring On My Finger...<br />Will He Still Remember The Promise He Made On That Very Day And Take Care Of Me For The Rest Of My Life?<br />Or Is He Saying Just For The Sake Of Saying?<br />Other Than That...I Don't Feel The Love There At All...<br />Im Always Left Alone...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-6851548657380505120?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-27743489503110071252009-03-19T02:46:00.002+08:002009-03-19T02:56:09.604+08:00Been Really Very Stress Nowadays...<br />Need To Handle Work...From 9-6...<br />After That Comes Home To Handle Everything...<br />Feel That My Mother-in-law Keeps Pushing All The Responsibilities To Me WHen Problems Arised...<br />And Im Always The One To Help Solve It...<br />If I Do Something Wrong Im Always The One To Get It Too...<br />Like Everyone's Responsibilities Is Pushed To Me...<br />THey Just Simply Shrug Off All Their Responsibilities With Their Work...<br />Saying They Need Work This N That...<br />Den What About Me?<br />Im Sharing Everyone's Burden Liddat...<br />No One Seems To Understand My Stress Also...<br />Come Home Still Need To Do Housework And Serve Everyone Like Maid...<br />Everything Juz Comes To Me...<br />I Have No One To Complain To But Juz Keep Work And Work...<br /><br />Actually Doing Housework At Home Is Already Very Tiring...<br />Office Work Too...Keep Kena From Boss...<br />All The Stress And Unhappiness Im Getting Does Anyone Know?<br />Plus I Got Plenty Of Other Things To Stress About And Stuff...<br />Im Really Very Super Tired Handling Everything...<br />Im Trying Really Hard To B A Good Sis To My Bro...<br />Trying Very Hard To B A Good Daugther To My Parents...<br />Im Trying Ver Hard To B A Good Wife..<br />Im Trying Very Hard To B A Good Daugther-in Law...<br />But Everytime It Juz Seems To B That All My Efforts Goes Into The Drain...<br />No One Actually Appreciate It...<br />No One Shares My Burden With Me...<br />No One Support Me...<br />No One Understand Me...<br />I Got Completely No One To Turn To...<br /><br />I Really Wonder How Long I Can Stand...<br />How Long More I Will Just Shrug Off Everything And Just Give Up...<br />Im Really Tired...<br />Sigh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-2774348950311007125?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-11990316057706221512009-03-04T02:21:00.005+08:002009-03-04T03:08:40.003+08:00Long Time Since I Last Posted...<br />Things Going On Fine Wif Me And Him...<br />He Seldom Go Out Nowadays...<br />We Seldom Quarrel...<br />We Starting To Have More Topics To Talk About...<br /><br />But 1 Thing Fine Another Things Come...<br />Stressed...!<br />Just Move Out From Francis House...<br />Suddenly They Come Saying That Their House Got Things Missing This And That...<br />And Suddenly...I Become The Suspect...!<br />=.=<br /><br />Is It A Crime To Keep Staying At Home?<br />Sian Lor...And I Think Everyone Suspect I Steal...<br />WTH Sia...Life Sux Man...<br />How I Wish I Was Staying At My Own Home...<br />Everything Wun B Happening...<br />I Don't Like People To Look At Me With Coloured Eyes...<br />Or To Point Their Fingers At Me...<br /><br />Summore What They Saying Also Puzzled Me Sia...<br />After Few Days We Moved...<br />1 Friend Told Me That After We Moved Francis Told Him...<br />That His Mum's Gold Chain etc Missing...<br />I Don't Wanna Confront Him Yet...<br />Cuz My Deposit Money Still With Him...<br />I Scared Later Alot Prob Later They Don't Wanna Return Me The Money...<br />Cuz I Need To Return My Dad Back...<br />Things Finally Going Smoothly Between Me And My Family...<br />I Don't Wanna Later Because Of This Money Thing All The Problem Comes Again...<br />Anyway My Mum Already Starting To Accept My Hubby...<br />Starting To Go Out Together Like 1 Big Family Already...<br /><br />Then I Called Francis's Mum On Last Saturday...<br />Telling Her I'll B Going Down To Return The Keys...<br />Then She Ask Me To Go Down To Collect The Deposit Money...<br />Then She Was Angry...<br />Saying That We Moved Secretly When No One's Home Without Informing Her Bla Bla Bla...<br />Then Say Her Things Missing...<br />Then I Ask Her More...She Say "Aiyah Nvm"...=.="<br /><br />Then I Was Like...<br />Where Got Move Secretly Sia...<br />Before We Move...We Already Tell Her We Stay Till End Of The Month Going To Move Le..<br />And Summore When We Move...Francis's Dad Was At Home What...<br />My Hubby Still Wanna Return Him The Keys But He Say Since We Rent Till End Of Month...<br />Then We Keep It First...<br />Then Ok Fine Lor...<br />Summore Of Cuz We Move That Day What...<br />End Of Month Meaning...(Saturday Was The Last Day Lehs)<br />Where We Got Time To Move So Last Minute Sia...<br />Of Cuz We Move Earlier And Just Nice My Dad N Bro Free On That Day...<br />They Can Help Me Move And On The Way Go Down To Our New Place Fix The SCV Thing...<br />No Need Make Extra Trips What...<br />And Also...I Can Save The Trips To Keep Coming Down To Bendemeer Also...<br />Cuz My Mother-in-law Keep Asking Me Go Down Help Out This And That...<br />Everyday Take Cab Go Down Expensive Sia...<br />Then Move Earlier = Save Money Cuz My Hubby Also Can Save Transport Fees To Work Wad...<br />Like That Also Got Wrong Sia...<br /><br />And That Best Thing Is...Now Their Thing Missing Say We Move Just Nice Their Thing Missing...<br />I Wasnt Even At Home The Last Few Days I Staying There...<br />I Was Making Trips Down To Bendemeer Helping My Mother-in-law...<br />When I Went Home Francis's Dad Or Sometimes All Of Them Are Home Already...<br />HOW TO TAKE?!?!<br />WAH LAUZ EH...Cant They Use Their Brain To Think...<br />IF Really We Take De...<br />We Got So Stupid As To Make It So Obvious That IT'S US....<br />Summore Our Deposit Money Is Still Stuck With Them...<br />We Got More Risk Since We Never Even Sign Contract With Them...<br />Our IQ Not 0 Lehs...<br />Summore If Their Thing Really Missing...<br />They Should Inform Us Str8 After We Move Le...<br />They Must Wait 1 Week Later We Move When We Wanna Get Back The Deposit Money...<br />Then They Say This And That...<br />What Call Police This And That...<br />Seriously They Wanna Call Shld Call Earlier Liaos...<br />Summore Their House Dunno Got How Many People Walk In And Out...<br />Sometimes Their Window Never Even Lock Etc...<br />Now They Point Finger At Us...<br /><br />When I Move In I Already Sense Trouble When They Don't Have Keys To Rooms...<br />They Don't Lock Their Room...<br />I Don't Even Dare To Put My Valuables Anyhow Sia...<br />Hide Like Mad...<br />Everyday Count My Piggy Bank Ever Since That Time I Realised...<br />Eh How Come We Keep Putting Coins In The Money Like Not Rising Liddat...<br />And There Was Once...I Woke Up...<br />I Saw Eh How Come My Room Door Was Open Sia When No One Was At Home...<br />Didn't Think Much Of It That Time Also...<br />Cannot Be I SleepWalk Then I Go Open Door What...zzz...<br /><br />Also Dunno What Really Is Happening...<br />Feel So Stressed Up...<br />Like Everyone Pointing Fingers At Me...<br />Since Im Not Working And Was At Home...<br />But They Dunno That...<br />Wah Lauz I Stay At Home Also Sleep 1 Lehs...<br />Cuz I Sleep Late Like 5am....<br />When Their Family Got Up I Off TV Sleep Liaos In Case They Say I Waste Electricity Everyday Stay At Home Watch TV Till So Late...<br />And By The Time I Wake Up...<br />Most Of The Time Someone Is Home Already...<br />STEAL WHAT SIA?!?!<br /><br />Im Not Poor Until Liddat La...<br />Even If I Really Need Money...<br />I Can Go To My Dad To Get From Him...<br />Everyone Knows He Dote Me The Most...<br />I Want What He Will Give Me What...<br />I Need Steal Mehs?<br />Look At The Times I Slacked Pass Liaos...<br />Almost 3 Years Since I Quit JC...<br />I Can Get On Well Everyday With Enough Money To Go Out Play Game Etc...<br />I Still Need To Steal Mehs...<br />No Logic Also...<br />And Besides...Even If We Really Poor Or What...<br />We Still Got A Piggy Bank Of Spare Cash And Some Gold Necklace etc...<br />Need To Steal Mehs?!<br /><br />Summore They Also Never Think...<br />If We Really Geh Kao Money Thing...<br />When I Ask My Dad To Come Make SCV Cable...<br />I Wun Even Help Them To Make 1 In Their Room Also Liaos...<br />Cost Like Near $200 Lehs...<br />And Ah...I Wun Even Bother To Help Them Hang N Keep Their Clothes etc Liaos...<br />Francis Got Prob With Audrey I Also Try To Help Them...<br />Wear Pyjamas Also Go Down...Run All Over The Place...<br />He Need People To Talk To I Also Sit There Until Late At Night...Pei Him Talk...<br />He Need Cigg I Also Pass Him...<br />Now They Turn 1 Big Round Come Shoot Us...<br />Really Is "Hao Xin Mei Hao Bao" Sia...<br /><br />Kindda Bored Of My Life Already....<br />I Miss My Home Seriously...<br />No Worries And Everything....<br />Wanna Find A Job...<br />But I Wanna Try My Best To Find Job With Same Timing With My Hubby...<br />So I Won't Sacrifice The Time I Have With Him....<br />Hope That I Can Find 1 Soon....<br /><br />Sometimes I Just Feel So Stress...<br />No One Seems To Understand Me Really...<br />Everything I Have To Keep To Myself...<br />Sometimes Im Even Scared To Meet People...<br />I Don't Like The Feeling Of People Talking Behind My Back...<br />Or How People Look At Me...<br />I Know I Dunno How To Dressed Up Myself Etc...<br />I Don't Have Confident In Myself Also...<br /><br />Sigh...Hope Things Can Faster Get By With...<br />Hope Someone Can Prove Me My Innocence...<br />Super Sian With My God Damn Life...<br />Nothing Is Ever Right For A Single Moment....!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-1199031605770622151?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-4574962394106247942009-01-18T20:20:00.002+08:002009-01-18T20:34:34.487+08:00Is It Love Or Illusion In The Past Few Months?<br />"You Dun Wanna Go Work" Was All He Can Say...<br />Telling Me He Gave Me So Many Months To Find A Job N Stuff...<br />Does He Really Understand Me?<br /><br />Seriously I Really Think I Got Depression...<br />I Dont Dare To Go To New Environment...<br />Im Scared Of Meeting New Pple...<br />The Phobia Is With Me...<br />Sometimes I Feel Really Scared...<br />But Is He There To Hold My Hand...<br />And Tell Me Everything Is Ok...<br />And Walk On Together With Me?<br />Or Just There Keep Pushing Me...<br />And Watch Me Fall?<br />Is He There To Protect Me?<br />All I Need Was Concern From Him...<br />N No It's Not Coming...<br />It's Always With His Friends Or His Games...<br /><br />The "I Dun Wanna Work" Really Become An Excuses For All His Actions...<br />If That's The Case...<br />I've Become A Burden To Him...<br />Then I'll Leave...<br />Im Holding Alot Of His Burdens Also...<br />Trying To Sort Things Out...<br />So That He Can Come Home To Relax From His Stress At Home...<br />But Did He See That?<br /><br />Fade Of Feelings Is All I Can See In Him...<br />I Can Tell He Dont Care Or Love Me Anymore Le...<br />Mayb Wad He Said He Really Mean It...<br />He Can Get On Well Without Me...<br />Mayb He Will Really B Happier...<br />I Got A Feeling Everytime We Quarrel He Dun Even Bother...<br />Whether We Will Get Back Together Anot...<br />I Can Sense In His Heart He Really Wanna Let Go...<br />It's Always His Frens Pushing Him To Get Back To Me Or Wadever...<br />And I Ain't Gonna Pull Onto Him Anymore...<br /><br />Mayb It's A Better Choice For Me To Leave Him...<br />I Wun Get Myself Upset And Cry Everynite...<br />I Wun See Whatever He's Doing...<br />I Wun Need To Think So Hard What He's Thinking...<br />I Wun B His Burden Anymore...<br /><br />Y Is It That Whenever I Feel Sad Or Lonely...<br />It's Always Those "online" Pple That Cheer Me Up...<br />It's Always Not U...<br />Y Is It That When I Needed U The Most...<br />It's Always Those Pple I Dun Even Know Really Well...<br />Stretching Their Hands To Me To Hold On...<br />How I Wish That Those Pple R U...<br />But It's Not...<br /><br />No Point Lying To Myself U Still Love Me...<br />When U Dun Anymore...<br />I Cant Differentiate Did U Really Love Me Before...<br />Or Is It Only An Illusion...?<br />Mayb It's Just A Mistake...<br />I Was Just Nice There When U Need Someone Then N When U're Lonely...<br />U Don't Really Love Me At All...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-457496239410624794?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-29060371740820234062009-01-16T20:34:00.002+08:002009-01-16T20:41:08.374+08:00I Just Feel I'm No Longer The Same Anymore...<br />The Things Happening Around Me Are No Longer The Same Anymore...<br />I've Becoming More And More Lonely...<br />No One Seems To Understand Me...<br />I've No One To Turn To...<br />No One To Talk To...<br />Everyday I Can Only Face The Comp And Tv...<br />Everyday I Can Only Tok To Them....<br />I've Starting To Tok To Myself...<br />Keep Everything To Myself...<br />I've Stopped Going Out...<br />I've Stopped Meeting My Friends...<br />Im Like Stuck Inside My Room With Four Walls And Nothing Else...<br />Even Is His Presence Is Here...<br />His Heart Is Not...<br />His Heart Belongs To His World...<br />His Heart Belongs Outside...Not With Me...<br />It Finally Come To Me...<br />Did I Really Make The Wrong Decision...<br />Is He Really Tied Up Because Of Me?<br />All I Need Was Care And Concern...<br />But He Isn't Giving Me Any Anymore...<br />He Simply Just Walked Out On Me...<br />His Coldness Towards Me Is Getting More And More Obvious...<br /><br />I Hope Time Just Stopped Here...<br />So I Can Just Stop At Whatever Things Im Doing...<br />I Dont Have To Think Anymore...<br />I Dont Have To Care Anymore...<br />I Really Want To Give Up On Everything...<br />But Who Can Really Hear Me Out There?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-2906037174082023406?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-79959968790456361322008-12-21T05:14:00.002+08:002008-12-21T05:26:57.922+08:00I Feel Like A Fcking Idiot Waiting For Him To Come Home While He's Enjoying Himself...<br />5.15am...Still Not Back...<br />Where Is His Responsibility As A Husband?<br />I've Done My Best...<br />Everything Is Over My Limit Already...<br />I Really Feel Like Tearing That Piece Of Dumb ROM Paper...<br />To Me It's Just Nothing...<br /><br />If He's Still Living In His Damn Own World...<br />Only Cares Abt Whether He Ownself Is Enjoying...<br />Whether He Ownself Is Happy...<br />Then What's The Point Of Worrying?<br />What's The Point Of Doing So Much?<br />What's The Point Of Caring So Much?<br />What's The Point Of Sacrificing So Much?<br /><br />There Are Plenty Of Things I Enjoy Doing Too...<br />They Are Plenty Of Things That I Love Doing Too...<br />But I Know I Have To Stop...<br />I Have My Constraints...<br />Especially Money Wise...<br />But Will He Ever Care Abt That Point?<br />Did He Know That Im Feeling Equally Stressed Too?<br />Or Mayb Im Feeling The Stress More Than He Does...<br />Whatever Consequences Come To Me Anyway...<br />He Don't Have To Care So Much Cuz Whatever Happens...<br />I'm Always There To Clear Up The Damn Shyt In The End...<br />And Im Tired Of Doing It Already...<br /><br />If He's Living In His Own World...<br />My Existence To Him Is Nothing Anyway...<br />With Me Here Or Without...<br />He's Still The Same...Happily Living His Own Life...<br />He Won't Even Notice That Sometimes I Do Need His Care...<br />Sometimes I Do Need His Time...<br />Sometimes I Do Need His Accompany...<br />Sometimes I Need Him To Hear What Im Saying...<br /><br />I've Tried So Hard To Enter His World...<br />But Did He Try To Enter OUR World?<br />Is Everything The Word About "our" "us"?<br />Or Is It Only About "Him"?<br />Does He Really Know What I Want?<br /><br />I'm Always The One Ended Up Talking To Him After We Quarrel...<br />And He's Always The One Who Ended Up Walking Away...<br />Leaving Me Always Hanging There...<br />Im Tired Of It...<br />Im Just Tired Of Everything...<br />If Things Stay The Same...<br />It's Only One Ending For Us...<br />Things Wun Change...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-7995996879045636132?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-85577940115210776132008-12-17T16:53:00.002+08:002008-12-17T17:00:55.696+08:00Was Slacking So Much Nowadays...<br />Trying To Find A Job But Always Ended Up Banging The Wall...<br />Super Sian...<br /><br />YEAH!I ROM LE! On The 30th Oct...<br />Although It Was SO LONG AGO..!<br />The Chalet Went On Fine...<br />Except For It Was Abit Quiet...<br />Some Unpleasant Things Did Happened At The Chalet...<br />But Dun Wanna Tok Abt It Already...<br /><br />Life Stays The Same...<br />Except For We Moved Over To Francis's House...<br />Still Not Quite Used To It...<br />Trying To Get On As Usual...<br />Money Problem Is SO STRESS....!<br />Need To Get A Job Soon By Hook Or By Crook...<br /><br />Went For Lunches And Dinners With KaiLin Also...<br />Quite Fun...Muahahahaha...<br />Cuz KaiLin Is Forever Full With Her Craps...=x<br />Went Down Her Shop To Buy Some New Clothes Yest...<br />Time To Throw My Closets Of Old Clothes Away Liaos...<br />MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....<br />OH YA! Dun Forget To Mention KaiLin So Hardworking Sia...<br />Off Day Still Open Shop...Summore Till So Late..!<br /><br />Watched Movie With Dear Yest...<br />Twilight...Overall Show Not Bad La...<br />But Nearly Fell Aslp Cuz I Was Too Hungry And Tired...<br />The Guy SO YANDAO Sia...!LOL!<br />I Think From Beginning Till End I Only Forcus On The Guy Nia...=x<br /><br />K La...End Of Blogging...<br />See U Soon My Blog..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-8557794011521077613?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-75617956171199824472008-10-24T12:33:00.002+08:002008-10-24T12:39:44.742+08:00Suddenly Feel So Funny...<br />Yest Dear Dedicate Song For Me Again...<br />Haha...He Really Feel Happy For Our ROM Wor...xD<br />Getting More And More Anxious Suddenly...<br />Today Went Down To ROM For The Declaration...<br />So Lame Sia...Make Us Read Such A Long Passage...<br />So Mah Fan....Was So Anxious...<br />Den He Keep Making Fun OF Me...GRRRR....<br /><br />Thought Of How We 2 Know Each Other...<br />So Damn Funny Also....<br />Actually...AuditionSEA Brought Us Together...<br />If Not We Won't Even Get To Know Each Other...=)<br />So That's Wad Makes It A Special Game For Me...<br /><br />That Day My Friend Still Shoot Me...<br />"Wa...I Tink U And Him Ah The First Audition Couple To Get Married In Game And In Real Life...Eh Nono...I Think Mayb First In Singapore Play Game Play Until Get Married"<br />I Was Like =.=" GRRR....Idiot...<br />6 More Days Liaos....<br />Muahahahahahaha.....SO SCARY!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-7561795617119982447?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-34462642207543333842008-10-15T09:51:00.003+08:002008-10-15T10:00:13.557+08:00Recently Dear Keep Asking Me Y I Will Fall In Love With Him...<br />Until Now...I Still Dunno How To Answer Him...<br />Being With Him Give Me A Special Feeling...<br />Not Like Other Guys...<br />Although Sometimes He May B Hot And Cold To Me At Times...=.="<br /><br />Things That He Do Sometimes Surprises Me Also...<br />Being With Him I Felt Safe...A Sense Of Security...<br />He Is Not Rich...He Mayb Is Also Not The Perfect Guy...<br />He's The Guy Mayb Whom Always Upset Me The Most Everytime...<br />Sometimes I Just See Him Trying His Best Already...<br />Compared To The Past....<br />I Saw Alot Of Changes In Him...<br />His Thinking Sometimes U Cant Even Figured Out...<br />But Somehow...Most Of The Times....I Feel That I Can Sense It...<br /><br />He Just Gave Me A Special Feeling...<br />No One Had Ever Gave Me Before... <br />His Hugs...The Way He Talk To Me...And His Everything...<br />Just Seems So Special...<br />That Makes Me Have This Feeling...<br />He's The One...I'm Going To Spend My Life With...<br /><br />~ Dreams Of Eternity ~ Love Of Eternity ~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-3446264220754333384?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-50565035014775728592008-10-04T22:59:00.002+08:002008-10-04T23:03:06.170+08:00Today I Was So Damn Fed Up...<br />After Eating,<br />Dear Told Me That He Was Going Drinking With Ethan...<br />And He Is Bringing 3 Women With Him...<br />Ask Him To Go...<br />I Hate Going To This Kind Of Places...<br />So Obviously I Won't Go With Him...<br />And He Also Know That...<br />Then I Ask Him Don't Go His Face Dunno Black Like Dunno What...<br />Then I Ask Him Go Lor...<br /><br />Wa Damn Power Sia...<br />Go Drink With Them Must Wear Until So Nice...<br />Like Go Wedding Dinner Liddat...<br />Nicer Than Normal...<br />When He Was Going Out With Me He Din Even Bother To Wear So Nice...<br />I Was So Fed Up...<br /><br />During The Weekdays When He Is Working He Also Never Pei Me Much...<br />One Of The Day I Was Too Tired I Fell Aslp Only To Wake Up...<br />To Find Him Missing...<br />Called Him He Lie To Me..<br />Say He Meet Jeff And Ethan Go Eat And ChitChat...<br />But Actually He Was Playing Lan With Them..<br />Was So Fed Up...<br />I Stupidly Believed That He Was Gonna B Home Soon...<br />Waited For Him From 10pm To 2+pm To Buy Food Back...<br />In The End I Too Pek Chek...<br />Forget Abt The Food...<br /><br />Waited Whole Week For This Sat To Come...<br />In The End He Also Never Pei Me...<br />Go Pei That Ethan And The Stupid Fcking 3 Charbor...<br />Im What To Him?<br />Sometimes I Wonder Am I Really Important To Him?<br />What's The Point Of Staying Together With Him,<br />When He Don't Even Bother To Pei Me...<br />1 Whole Fcking Saturday Gone...<br />Tml He Need Go Back Camp For RT...<br />Fcked Up Life...<br /><br />If Things Isn't Going To Change...<br />If He Still Thinks That His Own Happiness Is More Impt...<br />What's The Point Of Rom-ing And Staying Together?<br />Am I Really Important Afterall?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-5056503501477572859?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-22526466729805656042008-10-03T12:54:00.002+08:002008-10-03T12:59:33.533+08:00Yest Dear Brought Me To Serangoon Garden ChompChomp There...<br />Eat My Fav Stingray...xD<br />Ordered Alot Of Food...<br />And He Stupidly Order 2 Plain Eggs...<br />And It Cost $10....WTF?!?!<br /><br />Then Today When He's At Work He Called Me...<br />I =.="...<br />He Ask Me Got Listen To FM 933 Mah...<br />Den I Say NV...Den He Put Dwn Phone He Sms Me Again...<br />Ask Me Listen....Den Im Like =.=" Again...<br /><br />LOL...First Time See Him So Romantic Sia...<br />He Dedicated Song For Me...<br />First Time Hear Him Say All This To Me...<br />Im Like =.="...<br />But So Damn Happy...<br />At Least I Know He Still Care...<br />At Least I Know That He Bothers About Our Coming ROM...<br />xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-2252646672980565604?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-45866280202607860622008-09-14T15:49:00.002+08:002008-09-14T16:07:35.615+08:00Sometimes I Wonder,Is The Things In My Heart True?<br />Things Started To Change As It Is Now...<br />Im I Feeling The Truth Or The Fake?<br /><br />10 Mths Down The Road...<br />Maybe Everything Is Just Like Everyone Says...<br />A ROM Cert Doesnt Mean Anything...<br />Things May End Up Changing In The End...<br />We'll Also End Up Walking Different Paths...<br />Is It Best To Let Go If That's The Kind Of Ending We'll Get?<br /><br />If The Smile On His Face And Mine Is Slowly Gone...<br />Holding On Will B Useless...<br />Mayb In That Different Path Of His,<br />He Will Find Someone Who Will Bring Back That Smile Of His.<br /><br />Things Hasn't Just Been Changing...<br />Im Doin My Best To Cope With Everything...<br />I Gave In All The Best I Could...<br /><br />He Know That He Was Busy For Work Everyday...<br />He Know That He Don't Have Time For Himself...<br />He Know That He Don't Have Time For His Friends...<br />He's Scared That As A Result He Will End Up Losing His Friends.<br />He End Up Meeting Them Every Too Often...<br />Im Always Ended Up Alone At Home...<br /><br />Can He Feel The Loneliness In Me?<br />Waited Whole Day For Him To Come Back...<br />Thought Of Plenty Of Things To Tell Him To Catch His Attention...<br />But Ended Up Even Before I Finish Talking,<br />He Went Out.<br />It's Till Late Night That He Came Home,<br />Either Then It's Either Im Too Tired To Talk Or Im Already Fast Aslp.<br /><br />He Might B Happy Enjoying His Own Free Time.<br />I've Been Giving In All These While Too.<br />He Took More And More Days Away From Me,<br />The Loneliness Is Killing Me.<br />Before Im Gone,I Already Felt My Heart Gone.<br />I Could No Longer Feel Anything Anymore.<br /><br />There Are Times When I Tried Talking To Him,<br />Everything Ended Up In Vain.<br />All That I've Tried, All That I've Done.<br />Im Sacrificed In The End For His Own Freedom And Time.<br /><br />I Already Knew That Sometimes Without Him,<br />He's Feeling More Happy.<br />As A Fact I Stop Going Down To Lanshop With Him,<br />It's Also Because Of This Reason.<br />My Existence There Simply Doesn't Mean Anything At All To Him.<br />He's Not Gonna Enjoy Much Of His Games Because Of Me.<br /><br />Is Things Gonna End This Way?<br />Is The Stress Im Getting At Home And From Him,<br />Forcing Me To Give Up Soon?<br />Seriously,I Really Dunno...<br />It Ended Up A Puzzle Of My Heart...<br />Which It Cant Even Solve By Itself.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-4586628020260786062?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-56368099420165142302008-09-11T15:34:00.003+08:002008-09-11T15:58:38.598+08:00Yesterday Stayed At Home The Whole Afternn...<br />Until Dear Called Me Asked Me Wanna Go Take Cable Car Anot...<br />Cuz Calvin N KaiLin Jio Us Go...<br /><br />Went There At Ard 5+pm...<br />Abit Rush...lol...<br />Went To World Trade Center There...<br />Bought Our Tickets Which Is Proudly Sponsored By Mr Calvin...<br />Took The Glass Cabin One...<br />Take 1 Round...<br />Went To Mount Faber First...<br />Then We Alight Look At Scenery...<br />But Nothing To See Also...<br />Then We Saw Pple Having Dinner On The Cable Car...<br />Calvin They All Also Got Ideas Of Eating In The Cable Car...<br />But Too Bad Need To Book 2 Days In Advance...lol...<br /><br />Then We Took The Cable Car To Sentosa...<br />While On The Cable Car...Took Some Pics...<br />Kailin Was Snapping Pictures Throughout The Trip...lol...<br />Went To Take The Skyride Over To Siloso Beach To Have Our Dinner...<br />Ride Again Sponsored By Mr Calvin...xD<br />The Ride So Scary...Calvin N Kailin Was Sitting Behind Us...<br />So Calvin Passed His Hp To Dear To Help They Take Pics..<br />So Stressed Sia...Cuz So Scared Later Calvin's Hp "Jump Off The Ride"<br />But All So Blur De...Cuz Too Far Already And The Thing Moving..<br />Then Calvin Ask Me To Turn Around Cuz They Wanna Help Us Take Our Pics...<br />But So Scary...In Open Air...How To Turn?!?! =/<br /><br /><br />Went To Sakae At The Beach There...<br />We Sat Near The Beach...<br />So Nice....xD<br />Ordered Alot Of Things...And Cost A Bomb Also...<br />Lobsters,Chicken,Turkey,Tempura etc....<br />And Dear Eat The Raw Oyster...<br />Ewwww....So Disgusting Sia...<br />I Sit Beside Him Already Can Smell The Thing Liaos...<br /><br />Then We Sat The Skyride Back To The Starting Point Again...<br />In The Middle The Stupid Thing Took Our Pics...<br />Ours So Ugly Sia...Not Prepared For It...lols...<br />Calvin N Kailin Bought Theirs...Quite Nice Though...<br />Then Wait For Kailin They All To Make The Glass Picture Souvenior Thing...<br />Then Kailin Bought A Pack Of Cigg There...<br />Wah Damn Expensive Sia..$14+...<br /><br />Then We Sat The Cable Car Back To World Trade There...<br />Had A Fun Day All Thanks To KaiLin And Calvin...<br />Had So Much Fun...Jokes Around...<br />This Was The First Ride On Cable Car And Skyride With My Dear Also...<br />Hope To Have More Fun With Them Soon...xD<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPB7hRTII/AAAAAAAAAFY/dyu3u-dXoww/s1600-h/1_274559478l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPB7hRTII/AAAAAAAAAFY/dyu3u-dXoww/s200/1_274559478l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5244669398136999042" /></a><br /><br /><strong>Me And Kailin On The Cable Car</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPQI_3c4I/AAAAAAAAAFg/lxT7PccjElU/s1600-h/1_608598248l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPQI_3c4I/AAAAAAAAAFg/lxT7PccjElU/s200/1_608598248l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5244669642273158018" /></a><br /><br /><strong>me And Dear On The Cable Car</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPfNgLB2I/AAAAAAAAAFo/I3OZQJaec6s/s1600-h/1_791195063l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Z5vB8FLHD9c/SMjPfNgLB2I/AAAAAAAAAFo/I3OZQJaec6s/s200/1_791195063l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5244669901180438370" /></a><br /><br /><strong>Our Feast At Siloso Beach Sakae</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-5636809942016514230?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-59776152585861463782008-09-07T03:56:00.002+08:002008-09-07T04:04:05.945+08:00Stayed At Home The Whole Day...<br />Playing Com...Actually Nothing Much To Do Also...<br />Anyhow Click Click Awhile Then I Lazy Off Com Liaos...<br />Den Slp And Slp...Sian...<br /><br />Dear Went To Double O With Peiling,Jack And Ah Heng...<br />I Jitao Rot At Home Again...<br />Hate This Feeling...Like Very Lonely Liddat...<br />Then Got Nothing To Do Sommore Make Me Even More Bored And Lonely...<br />Like The Whole World All Dead Liddat...<br />Jitao No Mood Do Anything...<br />Haiz...1 Week Off 1 Time Nia...<br />Everytime Run Out...Leave Me ALone At Home...<br />Actually Not Really La...Don't Really Feel Like Going To These Kind Of Places...<br />Not Interested At All...So Bo Bian Stay Alone At Home Lor...<br />Haiz...Dunno He Knows How I Feel Anot...<br />Everyday He Got His Own Programmes...<br />His Programmes Forever Don't Match Me...<br />So I LL Have To Stay At Home...<br />Bored And Lonely To Death....<br /><br />He Came Home Drunk Summore...<br />Puke All Over THe Whole Floor And Sofa...<br />Hongwei They All Ask Me Don't Quarrel With Him...<br />Actually,Im Already Tired Already....<br />The Temper Already Long Time Gone...<br />I Cant Feel The Temper Rising Up At All...<br />Sigh....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1763593715269685674-5977615258586146378?l=lonely-setosan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ShuLinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01266087561797518117noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1763593715269685674.post-8376350157819269682008-08-28T23:48:00.003+08:002008-08-29T09:38:45.156+08:00WTF....<br />Something Wrong With My Blog Again...<br />Dunno What I Press Wrong With The Template Again...LOL...<br />Dumb Pple Like Me Always Liddat...xD<br /><br />Wa Today Was Tiring De Lor...<br />Went Shopping With PeiLing And KaiLing...<br />The 2 LinGs...LOL...<br />Went To PeiLing's House To B The Nanny Of The Day...<br />Help Her Take Her Baby's Thing...<br />OMG La...Her Baby Zac Is So Cute...<br />Help PeiLing To Feed Little Zac Drink His Milk Milk...<br />Then Play With Him Awhile...<br />When He Smile Is SO CUTE Lor...<br /><br />Went To Bugis With Them...<br />Off To V8 For Lunch...Little Zac Drink His Milk Again...<br />Then We Go Walk Walk Around...<br />Help KaiLinG Do Some Research For Her Shop...<br />Halfway Through Little Zac Hungry Again...Drink Milk Again...=.="<br />But He Very Guai La...<br />Only Wake Up To Look Look Around And Drink His Milk Then Slp...<br />Not Like That Day Cry All The Way...<br />Ard 2+pm PeiLinG Say Wanna Go Home...<br />Cuz Too Tired Liaos Carrying Little Zac...<br /><br />Send Her Off To Take Cab Then Me And KaiLinG Went To Far East Continue To Do Her Research...<br />Had Alot Of Fun La...Walk Here And There...<br />Like 2 Siao Char Bor Liddat...<br />Went Into A Shop Selling Guy's Clothes...<br />She Helping Her Bf Buy 2 T-Shirts...First Time She Buy For Him...LOL...<br />The Shop Assisstance I Think Also Got Drived Crazy By 2 Of Us Esp That KaiLinG...<br />Then Continue To Shop For Her Shorts...<br />Then On The Way We Went To A Shop At Lvl 2...<br />Their Price Is Like OMG...1 T-Shirt Cost Ard 200+...<br /><br />Then We Walk Down To Hereen Next...<br />This Time Worse...Saw A T-Shirt Selling For 300+...OMG? <br />And Then We Walk To Cineleisure...<br />On The Way..That Stupid KaiLinG Stop Me From Smoking...<br />SHe Actually Snatch My Cigg Away From My Mouth...=.=<br />Cuz If I Smoke She Sure Wanna Smoke Also...LOL...<br />Then After That Went For Dinner...<br />We Actually Stop At The CrossRoad There For Like 15mins?<br />Waiting For Her To Decide On What She Wanna Eat...=.="<br />Then She Still Decide On...Guess What?<br />Steak Again...=.="<br /><br />So We Took A Bus To Plaza Singapura...<br />Walk Walk Around Then Went Into A Shop Do Research...<br />Then She Say The Goods Same Design As The Ones She Selling...<br />So She Actually Wanna Take Down The Price Cuz She Scared Cant Remember All...<br />So Being SO Smart...<br />She Took 1 Tee And Went To The Fitting Room To Find Excuse To Go In And Take Down...<br />Then She Came Out She Was Like Laughing All The Way...<br />She Told Me..The Size Of The Tee Is L And It's Like So Small...<br />Den I Laughed There Also...Then I Actually Turned Over And Ask The Salesperson...<br />"U Got XXL Anot?" --->> LOL<br /><br />Then We Finally Went To Cafe Cartel To Eat Her Steak...<br />OMG...2nd Western Meal For Me In 1 Day....<br />Eat Until Very Full...But The Food There Was Not Very Nice...<br />No Wonder People Keep Taking Free Breads There To Eat...=.="<br />Then We Went Back At Around 8+pm...Tiring...<br /><br />It Was A Fun Day La...<br />Thanks To PeiLing For Accompanying Us Out...<br />And That Stupid KaiLiNG To Make The Day More Crazy And Fun...xD<br />First Time Went Shopping For So Long...OMG...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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