Sometimes I Wonder,Is The Things In My Heart True?
Things Started To Change As It Is Now...
Im I Feeling The Truth Or The Fake?

10 Mths Down The Road...
Maybe Everything Is Just Like Everyone Says...
A ROM Cert Doesnt Mean Anything...
Things May End Up Changing In The End...
We'll Also End Up Walking Different Paths...
Is It Best To Let Go If That's The Kind Of Ending We'll Get?

If The Smile On His Face And Mine Is Slowly Gone...
Holding On Will B Useless...
Mayb In That Different Path Of His,
He Will Find Someone Who Will Bring Back That Smile Of His.

Things Hasn't Just Been Changing...
Im Doin My Best To Cope With Everything...
I Gave In All The Best I Could...

He Know That He Was Busy For Work Everyday...
He Know That He Don't Have Time For Himself...
He Know That He Don't Have Time For His Friends...
He's Scared That As A Result He Will End Up Losing His Friends.
He End Up Meeting Them Every Too Often...
Im Always Ended Up Alone At Home...

Can He Feel The Loneliness In Me?
Waited Whole Day For Him To Come Back...
Thought Of Plenty Of Things To Tell Him To Catch His Attention...
But Ended Up Even Before I Finish Talking,
He Went Out.
It's Till Late Night That He Came Home,
Either Then It's Either Im Too Tired To Talk Or Im Already Fast Aslp.

He Might B Happy Enjoying His Own Free Time.
I've Been Giving In All These While Too.
He Took More And More Days Away From Me,
The Loneliness Is Killing Me.
Before Im Gone,I Already Felt My Heart Gone.
I Could No Longer Feel Anything Anymore.

There Are Times When I Tried Talking To Him,
Everything Ended Up In Vain.
All That I've Tried, All That I've Done.
Im Sacrificed In The End For His Own Freedom And Time.

I Already Knew That Sometimes Without Him,
He's Feeling More Happy.
As A Fact I Stop Going Down To Lanshop With Him,
It's Also Because Of This Reason.
My Existence There Simply Doesn't Mean Anything At All To Him.
He's Not Gonna Enjoy Much Of His Games Because Of Me.

Is Things Gonna End This Way?
Is The Stress Im Getting At Home And From Him,
Forcing Me To Give Up Soon?
Seriously,I Really Dunno...
It Ended Up A Puzzle Of My Heart...
Which It Cant Even Solve By Itself.

Yesterday Stayed At Home The Whole Afternn...
Until Dear Called Me Asked Me Wanna Go Take Cable Car Anot...
Cuz Calvin N KaiLin Jio Us Go...

Went There At Ard 5+pm...
Abit Rush...lol...
Went To World Trade Center There...
Bought Our Tickets Which Is Proudly Sponsored By Mr Calvin...
Took The Glass Cabin One...
Take 1 Round...
Went To Mount Faber First...
Then We Alight Look At Scenery...
But Nothing To See Also...
Then We Saw Pple Having Dinner On The Cable Car...
Calvin They All Also Got Ideas Of Eating In The Cable Car...
But Too Bad Need To Book 2 Days In Advance...lol...

Then We Took The Cable Car To Sentosa...
While On The Cable Car...Took Some Pics...
Kailin Was Snapping Pictures Throughout The Trip...lol...
Went To Take The Skyride Over To Siloso Beach To Have Our Dinner...
Ride Again Sponsored By Mr Calvin...xD
The Ride So Scary...Calvin N Kailin Was Sitting Behind Us...
So Calvin Passed His Hp To Dear To Help They Take Pics..
So Stressed Sia...Cuz So Scared Later Calvin's Hp "Jump Off The Ride"
But All So Blur De...Cuz Too Far Already And The Thing Moving..
Then Calvin Ask Me To Turn Around Cuz They Wanna Help Us Take Our Pics...
But So Scary...In Open Air...How To Turn?!?! =/


Went To Sakae At The Beach There...
We Sat Near The Beach...
So Nice....xD
Ordered Alot Of Things...And Cost A Bomb Also...
Lobsters,Chicken,Turkey,Tempura etc....
And Dear Eat The Raw Oyster...
Ewwww....So Disgusting Sia...
I Sit Beside Him Already Can Smell The Thing Liaos...

Then We Sat The Skyride Back To The Starting Point Again...
In The Middle The Stupid Thing Took Our Pics...
Ours So Ugly Sia...Not Prepared For It...lols...
Calvin N Kailin Bought Theirs...Quite Nice Though...
Then Wait For Kailin They All To Make The Glass Picture Souvenior Thing...
Then Kailin Bought A Pack Of Cigg There...
Wah Damn Expensive Sia..$14+...

Then We Sat The Cable Car Back To World Trade There...
Had A Fun Day All Thanks To KaiLin And Calvin...
Had So Much Fun...Jokes Around...
This Was The First Ride On Cable Car And Skyride With My Dear Also...
Hope To Have More Fun With Them Soon...xD




Me And Kailin On The Cable Car





me And Dear On The Cable Car





Our Feast At Siloso Beach Sakae

Stayed At Home The Whole Day...
Playing Com...Actually Nothing Much To Do Also...
Anyhow Click Click Awhile Then I Lazy Off Com Liaos...
Den Slp And Slp...Sian...

Dear Went To Double O With Peiling,Jack And Ah Heng...
I Jitao Rot At Home Again...
Hate This Feeling...Like Very Lonely Liddat...
Then Got Nothing To Do Sommore Make Me Even More Bored And Lonely...
Like The Whole World All Dead Liddat...
Jitao No Mood Do Anything...
Haiz...1 Week Off 1 Time Nia...
Everytime Run Out...Leave Me ALone At Home...
Actually Not Really La...Don't Really Feel Like Going To These Kind Of Places...
Not Interested At All...So Bo Bian Stay Alone At Home Lor...
Haiz...Dunno He Knows How I Feel Anot...
Everyday He Got His Own Programmes...
His Programmes Forever Don't Match Me...
So I LL Have To Stay At Home...
Bored And Lonely To Death....

He Came Home Drunk Summore...
Puke All Over THe Whole Floor And Sofa...
Hongwei They All Ask Me Don't Quarrel With Him...
Actually,Im Already Tired Already....
The Temper Already Long Time Gone...
I Cant Feel The Temper Rising Up At All...
Sigh....