Is It Love Or Illusion In The Past Few Months?
"You Dun Wanna Go Work" Was All He Can Say...
Telling Me He Gave Me So Many Months To Find A Job N Stuff...
Does He Really Understand Me?

Seriously I Really Think I Got Depression...
I Dont Dare To Go To New Environment...
Im Scared Of Meeting New Pple...
The Phobia Is With Me...
Sometimes I Feel Really Scared...
But Is He There To Hold My Hand...
And Tell Me Everything Is Ok...
And Walk On Together With Me?
Or Just There Keep Pushing Me...
And Watch Me Fall?
Is He There To Protect Me?
All I Need Was Concern From Him...
N No It's Not Coming...
It's Always With His Friends Or His Games...

The "I Dun Wanna Work" Really Become An Excuses For All His Actions...
If That's The Case...
I've Become A Burden To Him...
Then I'll Leave...
Im Holding Alot Of His Burdens Also...
Trying To Sort Things Out...
So That He Can Come Home To Relax From His Stress At Home...
But Did He See That?

Fade Of Feelings Is All I Can See In Him...
I Can Tell He Dont Care Or Love Me Anymore Le...
Mayb Wad He Said He Really Mean It...
He Can Get On Well Without Me...
Mayb He Will Really B Happier...
I Got A Feeling Everytime We Quarrel He Dun Even Bother...
Whether We Will Get Back Together Anot...
I Can Sense In His Heart He Really Wanna Let Go...
It's Always His Frens Pushing Him To Get Back To Me Or Wadever...
And I Ain't Gonna Pull Onto Him Anymore...

Mayb It's A Better Choice For Me To Leave Him...
I Wun Get Myself Upset And Cry Everynite...
I Wun See Whatever He's Doing...
I Wun Need To Think So Hard What He's Thinking...
I Wun B His Burden Anymore...

Y Is It That Whenever I Feel Sad Or Lonely...
It's Always Those "online" Pple That Cheer Me Up...
It's Always Not U...
Y Is It That When I Needed U The Most...
It's Always Those Pple I Dun Even Know Really Well...
Stretching Their Hands To Me To Hold On...
How I Wish That Those Pple R U...
But It's Not...

No Point Lying To Myself U Still Love Me...
When U Dun Anymore...
I Cant Differentiate Did U Really Love Me Before...
Or Is It Only An Illusion...?
Mayb It's Just A Mistake...
I Was Just Nice There When U Need Someone Then N When U're Lonely...
U Don't Really Love Me At All...

I Just Feel I'm No Longer The Same Anymore...
The Things Happening Around Me Are No Longer The Same Anymore...
I've Becoming More And More Lonely...
No One Seems To Understand Me...
I've No One To Turn To...
No One To Talk To...
Everyday I Can Only Face The Comp And Tv...
Everyday I Can Only Tok To Them....
I've Starting To Tok To Myself...
Keep Everything To Myself...
I've Stopped Going Out...
I've Stopped Meeting My Friends...
Im Like Stuck Inside My Room With Four Walls And Nothing Else...
Even Is His Presence Is Here...
His Heart Is Not...
His Heart Belongs To His World...
His Heart Belongs Outside...Not With Me...
It Finally Come To Me...
Did I Really Make The Wrong Decision...
Is He Really Tied Up Because Of Me?
All I Need Was Care And Concern...
But He Isn't Giving Me Any Anymore...
He Simply Just Walked Out On Me...
His Coldness Towards Me Is Getting More And More Obvious...

I Hope Time Just Stopped Here...
So I Can Just Stop At Whatever Things Im Doing...
I Dont Have To Think Anymore...
I Dont Have To Care Anymore...
I Really Want To Give Up On Everything...
But Who Can Really Hear Me Out There?