Been Really Very Stress Nowadays...
Need To Handle Work...From 9-6...
After That Comes Home To Handle Everything...
Feel That My Mother-in-law Keeps Pushing All The Responsibilities To Me WHen Problems Arised...
And Im Always The One To Help Solve It...
If I Do Something Wrong Im Always The One To Get It Too...
Like Everyone's Responsibilities Is Pushed To Me...
THey Just Simply Shrug Off All Their Responsibilities With Their Work...
Saying They Need Work This N That...
Den What About Me?
Im Sharing Everyone's Burden Liddat...
No One Seems To Understand My Stress Also...
Come Home Still Need To Do Housework And Serve Everyone Like Maid...
Everything Juz Comes To Me...
I Have No One To Complain To But Juz Keep Work And Work...

Actually Doing Housework At Home Is Already Very Tiring...
Office Work Too...Keep Kena From Boss...
All The Stress And Unhappiness Im Getting Does Anyone Know?
Plus I Got Plenty Of Other Things To Stress About And Stuff...
Im Really Very Super Tired Handling Everything...
Im Trying Really Hard To B A Good Sis To My Bro...
Trying Very Hard To B A Good Daugther To My Parents...
Im Trying Ver Hard To B A Good Wife..
Im Trying Very Hard To B A Good Daugther-in Law...
But Everytime It Juz Seems To B That All My Efforts Goes Into The Drain...
No One Actually Appreciate It...
No One Shares My Burden With Me...
No One Support Me...
No One Understand Me...
I Got Completely No One To Turn To...

I Really Wonder How Long I Can Stand...
How Long More I Will Just Shrug Off Everything And Just Give Up...
Im Really Tired...
Sigh...

Long Time Since I Last Posted...
Things Going On Fine Wif Me And Him...
He Seldom Go Out Nowadays...
We Seldom Quarrel...
We Starting To Have More Topics To Talk About...

But 1 Thing Fine Another Things Come...
Stressed...!
Just Move Out From Francis House...
Suddenly They Come Saying That Their House Got Things Missing This And That...
And Suddenly...I Become The Suspect...!
=.=

Is It A Crime To Keep Staying At Home?
Sian Lor...And I Think Everyone Suspect I Steal...
WTH Sia...Life Sux Man...
How I Wish I Was Staying At My Own Home...
Everything Wun B Happening...
I Don't Like People To Look At Me With Coloured Eyes...
Or To Point Their Fingers At Me...

Summore What They Saying Also Puzzled Me Sia...
After Few Days We Moved...
1 Friend Told Me That After We Moved Francis Told Him...
That His Mum's Gold Chain etc Missing...
I Don't Wanna Confront Him Yet...
Cuz My Deposit Money Still With Him...
I Scared Later Alot Prob Later They Don't Wanna Return Me The Money...
Cuz I Need To Return My Dad Back...
Things Finally Going Smoothly Between Me And My Family...
I Don't Wanna Later Because Of This Money Thing All The Problem Comes Again...
Anyway My Mum Already Starting To Accept My Hubby...
Starting To Go Out Together Like 1 Big Family Already...

Then I Called Francis's Mum On Last Saturday...
Telling Her I'll B Going Down To Return The Keys...
Then She Ask Me To Go Down To Collect The Deposit Money...
Then She Was Angry...
Saying That We Moved Secretly When No One's Home Without Informing Her Bla Bla Bla...
Then Say Her Things Missing...
Then I Ask Her More...She Say "Aiyah Nvm"...=.="

Then I Was Like...
Where Got Move Secretly Sia...
Before We Move...We Already Tell Her We Stay Till End Of The Month Going To Move Le..
And Summore When We Move...Francis's Dad Was At Home What...
My Hubby Still Wanna Return Him The Keys But He Say Since We Rent Till End Of Month...
Then We Keep It First...
Then Ok Fine Lor...
Summore Of Cuz We Move That Day What...
End Of Month Meaning...(Saturday Was The Last Day Lehs)
Where We Got Time To Move So Last Minute Sia...
Of Cuz We Move Earlier And Just Nice My Dad N Bro Free On That Day...
They Can Help Me Move And On The Way Go Down To Our New Place Fix The SCV Thing...
No Need Make Extra Trips What...
And Also...I Can Save The Trips To Keep Coming Down To Bendemeer Also...
Cuz My Mother-in-law Keep Asking Me Go Down Help Out This And That...
Everyday Take Cab Go Down Expensive Sia...
Then Move Earlier = Save Money Cuz My Hubby Also Can Save Transport Fees To Work Wad...
Like That Also Got Wrong Sia...

And That Best Thing Is...Now Their Thing Missing Say We Move Just Nice Their Thing Missing...
I Wasnt Even At Home The Last Few Days I Staying There...
I Was Making Trips Down To Bendemeer Helping My Mother-in-law...
When I Went Home Francis's Dad Or Sometimes All Of Them Are Home Already...
HOW TO TAKE?!?!
WAH LAUZ EH...Cant They Use Their Brain To Think...
IF Really We Take De...
We Got So Stupid As To Make It So Obvious That IT'S US....
Summore Our Deposit Money Is Still Stuck With Them...
We Got More Risk Since We Never Even Sign Contract With Them...
Our IQ Not 0 Lehs...
Summore If Their Thing Really Missing...
They Should Inform Us Str8 After We Move Le...
They Must Wait 1 Week Later We Move When We Wanna Get Back The Deposit Money...
Then They Say This And That...
What Call Police This And That...
Seriously They Wanna Call Shld Call Earlier Liaos...
Summore Their House Dunno Got How Many People Walk In And Out...
Sometimes Their Window Never Even Lock Etc...
Now They Point Finger At Us...

When I Move In I Already Sense Trouble When They Don't Have Keys To Rooms...
They Don't Lock Their Room...
I Don't Even Dare To Put My Valuables Anyhow Sia...
Hide Like Mad...
Everyday Count My Piggy Bank Ever Since That Time I Realised...
Eh How Come We Keep Putting Coins In The Money Like Not Rising Liddat...
And There Was Once...I Woke Up...
I Saw Eh How Come My Room Door Was Open Sia When No One Was At Home...
Didn't Think Much Of It That Time Also...
Cannot Be I SleepWalk Then I Go Open Door What...zzz...

Also Dunno What Really Is Happening...
Feel So Stressed Up...
Like Everyone Pointing Fingers At Me...
Since Im Not Working And Was At Home...
But They Dunno That...
Wah Lauz I Stay At Home Also Sleep 1 Lehs...
Cuz I Sleep Late Like 5am....
When Their Family Got Up I Off TV Sleep Liaos In Case They Say I Waste Electricity Everyday Stay At Home Watch TV Till So Late...
And By The Time I Wake Up...
Most Of The Time Someone Is Home Already...
STEAL WHAT SIA?!?!

Im Not Poor Until Liddat La...
Even If I Really Need Money...
I Can Go To My Dad To Get From Him...
Everyone Knows He Dote Me The Most...
I Want What He Will Give Me What...
I Need Steal Mehs?
Look At The Times I Slacked Pass Liaos...
Almost 3 Years Since I Quit JC...
I Can Get On Well Everyday With Enough Money To Go Out Play Game Etc...
I Still Need To Steal Mehs...
No Logic Also...
And Besides...Even If We Really Poor Or What...
We Still Got A Piggy Bank Of Spare Cash And Some Gold Necklace etc...
Need To Steal Mehs?!

Summore They Also Never Think...
If We Really Geh Kao Money Thing...
When I Ask My Dad To Come Make SCV Cable...
I Wun Even Help Them To Make 1 In Their Room Also Liaos...
Cost Like Near $200 Lehs...
And Ah...I Wun Even Bother To Help Them Hang N Keep Their Clothes etc Liaos...
Francis Got Prob With Audrey I Also Try To Help Them...
Wear Pyjamas Also Go Down...Run All Over The Place...
He Need People To Talk To I Also Sit There Until Late At Night...Pei Him Talk...
He Need Cigg I Also Pass Him...
Now They Turn 1 Big Round Come Shoot Us...
Really Is "Hao Xin Mei Hao Bao" Sia...

Kindda Bored Of My Life Already....
I Miss My Home Seriously...
No Worries And Everything....
Wanna Find A Job...
But I Wanna Try My Best To Find Job With Same Timing With My Hubby...
So I Won't Sacrifice The Time I Have With Him....
Hope That I Can Find 1 Soon....

Sometimes I Just Feel So Stress...
No One Seems To Understand Me Really...
Everything I Have To Keep To Myself...
Sometimes Im Even Scared To Meet People...
I Don't Like The Feeling Of People Talking Behind My Back...
Or How People Look At Me...
I Know I Dunno How To Dressed Up Myself Etc...
I Don't Have Confident In Myself Also...

Sigh...Hope Things Can Faster Get By With...
Hope Someone Can Prove Me My Innocence...
Super Sian With My God Damn Life...
Nothing Is Ever Right For A Single Moment....!