Suddenly Feel So Funny...
Yest Dear Dedicate Song For Me Again...
Haha...He Really Feel Happy For Our ROM Wor...xD
Getting More And More Anxious Suddenly...
Today Went Down To ROM For The Declaration...
So Lame Sia...Make Us Read Such A Long Passage...
So Mah Fan....Was So Anxious...
Den He Keep Making Fun OF Me...GRRRR....

Thought Of How We 2 Know Each Other...
So Damn Funny Also....
Actually...AuditionSEA Brought Us Together...
If Not We Won't Even Get To Know Each Other...=)
So That's Wad Makes It A Special Game For Me...

That Day My Friend Still Shoot Me...
"Wa...I Tink U And Him Ah The First Audition Couple To Get Married In Game And In Real Life...Eh Nono...I Think Mayb First In Singapore Play Game Play Until Get Married"
I Was Like =.=" GRRR....Idiot...
6 More Days Liaos....
Muahahahahahaha.....SO SCARY!!

Recently Dear Keep Asking Me Y I Will Fall In Love With Him...
Until Now...I Still Dunno How To Answer Him...
Being With Him Give Me A Special Feeling...
Not Like Other Guys...
Although Sometimes He May B Hot And Cold To Me At Times...=.="

Things That He Do Sometimes Surprises Me Also...
Being With Him I Felt Safe...A Sense Of Security...
He Is Not Rich...He Mayb Is Also Not The Perfect Guy...
He's The Guy Mayb Whom Always Upset Me The Most Everytime...
Sometimes I Just See Him Trying His Best Already...
Compared To The Past....
I Saw Alot Of Changes In Him...
His Thinking Sometimes U Cant Even Figured Out...
But Somehow...Most Of The Times....I Feel That I Can Sense It...

He Just Gave Me A Special Feeling...
No One Had Ever Gave Me Before...
His Hugs...The Way He Talk To Me...And His Everything...
Just Seems So Special...
That Makes Me Have This Feeling...
He's The One...I'm Going To Spend My Life With...

~ Dreams Of Eternity ~ Love Of Eternity ~

Today I Was So Damn Fed Up...
After Eating,
Dear Told Me That He Was Going Drinking With Ethan...
And He Is Bringing 3 Women With Him...
Ask Him To Go...
I Hate Going To This Kind Of Places...
So Obviously I Won't Go With Him...
And He Also Know That...
Then I Ask Him Don't Go His Face Dunno Black Like Dunno What...
Then I Ask Him Go Lor...

Wa Damn Power Sia...
Go Drink With Them Must Wear Until So Nice...
Like Go Wedding Dinner Liddat...
Nicer Than Normal...
When He Was Going Out With Me He Din Even Bother To Wear So Nice...
I Was So Fed Up...

During The Weekdays When He Is Working He Also Never Pei Me Much...
One Of The Day I Was Too Tired I Fell Aslp Only To Wake Up...
To Find Him Missing...
Called Him He Lie To Me..
Say He Meet Jeff And Ethan Go Eat And ChitChat...
But Actually He Was Playing Lan With Them..
Was So Fed Up...
I Stupidly Believed That He Was Gonna B Home Soon...
Waited For Him From 10pm To 2+pm To Buy Food Back...
In The End I Too Pek Chek...
Forget Abt The Food...

Waited Whole Week For This Sat To Come...
In The End He Also Never Pei Me...
Go Pei That Ethan And The Stupid Fcking 3 Charbor...
Im What To Him?
Sometimes I Wonder Am I Really Important To Him?
What's The Point Of Staying Together With Him,
When He Don't Even Bother To Pei Me...
1 Whole Fcking Saturday Gone...
Tml He Need Go Back Camp For RT...
Fcked Up Life...

If Things Isn't Going To Change...
If He Still Thinks That His Own Happiness Is More Impt...
What's The Point Of Rom-ing And Staying Together?
Am I Really Important Afterall?

Yest Dear Brought Me To Serangoon Garden ChompChomp There...
Eat My Fav Stingray...xD
Ordered Alot Of Food...
And He Stupidly Order 2 Plain Eggs...
And It Cost $10....WTF?!?!

Then Today When He's At Work He Called Me...
I =.="...
He Ask Me Got Listen To FM 933 Mah...
Den I Say NV...Den He Put Dwn Phone He Sms Me Again...
Ask Me Listen....Den Im Like =.=" Again...

LOL...First Time See Him So Romantic Sia...
He Dedicated Song For Me...
First Time Hear Him Say All This To Me...
Im Like =.="...
But So Damn Happy...
At Least I Know He Still Care...
At Least I Know That He Bothers About Our Coming ROM...
xD