Sometimes I Wonder,Is The Things In My Heart True?
Things Started To Change As It Is Now...
Im I Feeling The Truth Or The Fake?
10 Mths Down The Road...
Maybe Everything Is Just Like Everyone Says...
A ROM Cert Doesnt Mean Anything...
Things May End Up Changing In The End...
We'll Also End Up Walking Different Paths...
Is It Best To Let Go If That's The Kind Of Ending We'll Get?
If The Smile On His Face And Mine Is Slowly Gone...
Holding On Will B Useless...
Mayb In That Different Path Of His,
He Will Find Someone Who Will Bring Back That Smile Of His.
Things Hasn't Just Been Changing...
Im Doin My Best To Cope With Everything...
I Gave In All The Best I Could...
He Know That He Was Busy For Work Everyday...
He Know That He Don't Have Time For Himself...
He Know That He Don't Have Time For His Friends...
He's Scared That As A Result He Will End Up Losing His Friends.
He End Up Meeting Them Every Too Often...
Im Always Ended Up Alone At Home...
Can He Feel The Loneliness In Me?
Waited Whole Day For Him To Come Back...
Thought Of Plenty Of Things To Tell Him To Catch His Attention...
But Ended Up Even Before I Finish Talking,
He Went Out.
It's Till Late Night That He Came Home,
Either Then It's Either Im Too Tired To Talk Or Im Already Fast Aslp.
He Might B Happy Enjoying His Own Free Time.
I've Been Giving In All These While Too.
He Took More And More Days Away From Me,
The Loneliness Is Killing Me.
Before Im Gone,I Already Felt My Heart Gone.
I Could No Longer Feel Anything Anymore.
There Are Times When I Tried Talking To Him,
Everything Ended Up In Vain.
All That I've Tried, All That I've Done.
Im Sacrificed In The End For His Own Freedom And Time.
I Already Knew That Sometimes Without Him,
He's Feeling More Happy.
As A Fact I Stop Going Down To Lanshop With Him,
It's Also Because Of This Reason.
My Existence There Simply Doesn't Mean Anything At All To Him.
He's Not Gonna Enjoy Much Of His Games Because Of Me.
Is Things Gonna End This Way?
Is The Stress Im Getting At Home And From Him,
Forcing Me To Give Up Soon?
Seriously,I Really Dunno...
It Ended Up A Puzzle Of My Heart...
Which It Cant Even Solve By Itself.
