Today I Was So Damn Fed Up...
After Eating,
Dear Told Me That He Was Going Drinking With Ethan...
And He Is Bringing 3 Women With Him...
Ask Him To Go...
I Hate Going To This Kind Of Places...
So Obviously I Won't Go With Him...
And He Also Know That...
Then I Ask Him Don't Go His Face Dunno Black Like Dunno What...
Then I Ask Him Go Lor...

Wa Damn Power Sia...
Go Drink With Them Must Wear Until So Nice...
Like Go Wedding Dinner Liddat...
Nicer Than Normal...
When He Was Going Out With Me He Din Even Bother To Wear So Nice...
I Was So Fed Up...

During The Weekdays When He Is Working He Also Never Pei Me Much...
One Of The Day I Was Too Tired I Fell Aslp Only To Wake Up...
To Find Him Missing...
Called Him He Lie To Me..
Say He Meet Jeff And Ethan Go Eat And ChitChat...
But Actually He Was Playing Lan With Them..
Was So Fed Up...
I Stupidly Believed That He Was Gonna B Home Soon...
Waited For Him From 10pm To 2+pm To Buy Food Back...
In The End I Too Pek Chek...
Forget Abt The Food...

Waited Whole Week For This Sat To Come...
In The End He Also Never Pei Me...
Go Pei That Ethan And The Stupid Fcking 3 Charbor...
Im What To Him?
Sometimes I Wonder Am I Really Important To Him?
What's The Point Of Staying Together With Him,
When He Don't Even Bother To Pei Me...
1 Whole Fcking Saturday Gone...
Tml He Need Go Back Camp For RT...
Fcked Up Life...

If Things Isn't Going To Change...
If He Still Thinks That His Own Happiness Is More Impt...
What's The Point Of Rom-ing And Staying Together?
Am I Really Important Afterall?